My Tug-O-War with God

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I had to let go of my rope yesterday. I tried with all my might, but Kev is needed for some important work. I guess he was the only one that God knew could do the job.

The cancer has weakened Kev’s body. It’s was so hard to let go of my rope and accept what is to happening in the near future. I brought Kev to the emergency room Tuesday because he had some confusion and agitation. They found out that his blood is DIC. In my less than accurate way of explaining, it cannot clot anymore and support the body. The process is happening fast we are trying to cherish every minute with him. We brought him home with hospice care and my girls are all here right now supporting each other, helping us, and crying too.

Yes, this is the one entry I wish I didn’t have to write. Kev really cannot write for himself now, but he would say that he lived with cancer with dignity and fight and a little joking too. He touched so many people with his willingness to serve and help. We found he had a little talent for writing too. I was honored to be by his side as we worked together in our marriage, raising four wonderful daughters, and serving the Lord in any capacity we could.

We will keep you posted with his changes. My deepest gratitude to all who used your thoughts and prayers for good because he did so well surviving as long as he has. We have all witnessed miracles and I hope Kev’s example will help you love your family a little deeper and have gratitude for the little things in life. With much love and devotion to all of you……Melanee 

23 Responses to “My Tug-O-War with God”

  1. Anna Twohill Says:

    God bless you and Kevin and your dear family, Melanee. You have endured with such strength through all of this. Your faith and your support and love to your dear husband have been very inspiring to me and I’m sure everyone else who reads these posts. On Saturday morning, I’ll be taking out my endowment in the Timpanogas temple in Utah and I will put all of your names in.
    Our family sends our love to you all,

    Anna (Allred) Twohill

  2. Christy V Says:

    Melanee, our hearts are with you, the girls, and Kevin. We are here for you and will continue to be in the future. All of the time I have known you and Keven, you both have dedicated your lives to serving others. I can’t help but think that Heavenly Father needs that kind of dedication elsewhere. I hope that the many, many prayers that are being said on your behalf will help you through these next few days. We love you dearly, and thank you, Kevin, for all you have done for all of us, and for sharing so much of yourself with others. Thank you for the invitations to spend time with you and get to know you better, I am grateful that we had that opportunity. Those were good times. Much love, Christy

  3. Litzy, Lee and Kiddies Says:

    We are crying with you today. We are so glad the girls are there with you. How beautiful it is that Kevin gets to come home and have his last moments in privacy and peace surrounded by his wife and girls.

    We love you Uncle Kevin!!

  4. Judy Grabert Says:

    Melanee, Kevin and girls,
    I am here to do whatever you need, whenever you need it done - my prayers are always with you. I so appreciate your wonderful example as you all fought this battle - you are a great family…

    The hospice nurses were wonderful with Mark - lean on them as well as your family -

    Again, I am not sure what you may need, every family handles things differently and I don’t want to intrude on private time, but know I am only a phone call away and am willing to come and help in any way you may need…
    Love always,
    Judy

  5. Linda D. Housley Says:

    Melanee, . . . I have a great big hug for you, one those tight smurfette hugs, so that you can feel my love for you. I am thinking of you.
    ldh

  6. Patty & Todd Lott Says:

    Dear Webster Family,
    We are sad to hear about Kevin. We know he is surrounded by tremendous love with all of you. Everyone of you has been so inspirational in your latest trek. We know your impact on the Lott and Green Families has been great and we thank you for sharing these very personal and difficult experiences. Please let us know what we all can do for you in the coming days. Our deepest thoughts, prayers, and love are with you. May the Lord pour out his choicest blessings of comfort to all the Webster and Florian families.
    We love you, The Lotts and Greens

  7. Cory & Lauren Says:

    Right now I have a prayer deep within my heart -
    a prayer for each of you there is a special part -
    that you remember who you are and He who lives above - please seek for Him and see His way and feel His love.

    Much peace dear ones

  8. Marble Family Says:

    Although there is never the right thing to say at times like these, I want you to know that you are in our prayers and I know that Heavenly Father’s comforting spirit is near. Keep your girls close and may God bless you.

    With love, Kayla

  9. Terri Says:

    My heart is full of love and my soul full of prayer that your family will have comfort and peace.
    Love,
    Terri

  10. Jessica and Bob Says:

    We wish you all the love and peace of the gospel. It is Friday and we just heard the news of Kevin’s passing. May the Lord grant you peace and we will surely miss seeing Kevin’s smiling face and his willingness to always help others. God Bless you all.
    Love Bob and Jessica
    It goes without saying we are here to help in anyway.

  11. mary pelletier Says:

    I was so sorry to hear of the passing of Kevin today. My prayers go out to your family. I will always remember Kevin great smile. May God have his arms around you now in this hour and always. If you need anything you just let me know.
    Love always,
    Mary

  12. Merrow Family Says:

    Although my heart is aching and tears are flowing of the news today, I know Kevin is smiling at each of you and blowing kisses for the strength and support his family gave him during this time. I bet he is trying to think of something funny or sacrastic to say so that your faces will fill with smiles too. Please continue to lean on your support system - we love each of you so very much for the example set during happy and sad times. You are truly an amazing family!

    Love
    The Merrow Clan

  13. Debbie Carter Says:

    We are Melanie Evans’ parents that live in Florida. The influence of your husband and family is felt far and wide…you will probably never know the real extent of your influence. We pray for you as you carry on.

  14. Jeff & Bridgette Jankowski Says:

    Our prayers are & have been with you all. We both have so many fond memories of the active, adventerous, kind, loving man & Bishop that served us selflessly. I am so grateful we had that time in Waterbury, getting to know Kevin, you-Melanee & the girls. What an amazing family. You taught us so much by your example in leadership, marriage & raising wonderful, confident, good children. I am so sad to think of what each of you are going through. Our prayers will continue.

  15. Wardwell Family Says:

    We are so sorry to hear of Kevins passing today and will keep the Webster family in our prayers. Your Strength and Faith are an inspiration to us all. Kevin has taught us all that Faith in Jesus Christ is the key to salvation . His smile and love for all has given us a glimpse of eternal happiness. The tears that we now shed are tempered by the knowledge of Gods Love as we have seen it demonstrated thru Kevin Webster. A good man has touched us all and has now left us . It is true that the “Love you take is equal to the Love you make” It is very obvious that Kevin took a lot of Love with him. May you find peace and comfort in His Love.

  16. mollie (dickerson) Says:

    hello webster family–

    I’ve followed this blog for a long time when I found the link on Marlene’s myspace page. I have been anxious for updates since I don’t see your family much anymore and I miss you guys! Our family has been thinking of you a lot and we wish you the best. As for brother webster– I will absolutely positively never forget one of the most important lessons I’ve ever learned. Indeed, I will always remember when brother webster taught me never to leave my buttprints in the sand. :)

    I love your family and think of you often even though I don’t get to see any of you that much anymore. Marlene was my first girls’ camp friend :) and your family will always be very special to me.

    Much love,

    -mollie

  17. Floyd and Debbie Says:

    We are sorry to hear of Kevin’s passing, our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Kevin is in God’s loving arms now with no pain and suffering anymore. Kevin will be in our hearts always and we will remember him for all his kindness and goodness. If there is anything that we could do for you PLEASE let us know, we will be here for you. May Heavenly Father bless you always.

  18. Bob and Donna Kowalski Says:

    Melanee and girls, Our thoughts and prayers are with you. As we have followed your journey these past months, we have been so impressed with your courage and faith. We missed you all when our wards were split. Please know that spending time with you and your family was always an uplifting experience. As you move throught the next few months, know that your friends are available for anything you may need, just call. Love the Kowalski’s

  19. Brad, Mona, and the kids Says:

    Uncle Kevin,

    We will miss your computer wizardry, solid citizenry, ham radio nerdyness, camping leadership, mentos and soda experiments, halloween enthusiasm, going kayaking and fishing with you, playing the pod-racer video game (with a projector on the wall) with you, but most of all we will miss your parenting tips, never ending friendliness, positive attitude, example of service to others, and service to God.

    You are a great brother-in-law, uncle, and person.

    Love,

    Brad, Mona, Blaine, Abby, Maddy, Grace, Ethan, Sophie

  20. Lorenda Says:

    We are sorry to hear of Kevin’s passing. I am sure Uncle Finny has already given Kevin some guidence and reassurance that things will be OK for you and him.

    Bless all of you and your family,
    Love, Lorenda and Family

  21. Tricia Seguine Says:

    I’m Melanie Evans’ sister and I’ve followed this blog from the beginning. Thank you SO much for sharing this journey. I truly feel I am a better person for having had this small glimpse into each of your lives. My thoughts and tears have been with your family today. I pray that you will each feel the encircling arms and love of the Savior and our Heavenly Father.

  22. Leslie and Sandy Says:

    Dear Melanee and girls,

    We were so sad to hear Kevin passed away earlier today. You all fought a courageous battle. We have read this blog for the past several months and have prayed for all of you. We are amazed at your faith, love, devotion, and courage this past year. We love you, Melanee. God is watching over you and your family. Kevin is well now. He loves you so much and he must be so thankful to have had you fight the fight every step beside him.
    Our tears, our thoughts, and prayers are with you.
    Love, the Scott family

  23. Bob Jacobsen Says:

    I just wanted to leave my well wishes to Melanee and your whole family. I didn’t know any of you personally, but I found a link on Geoff Fox’s web page and found it amazing reading about Kevins adventure. I know no words can replace a loved one, but know you and your family are in the prayers of I am sure many people.

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